söndag 24 maj 2009

im hurt. again.

Today it just started to get clear to me. You're a coward, just like all the others. I believed in you, I thought you were different, but your not.
I dont understand. Why waste so much time on me, when you don't even care? I dont know why you became like this to me, if its my fault or not. In some ways I believe it's my fault, but is it just what I want to believe, just so I dont get hurt again? But still, even if it would be my fault, im hurt. Im hurt deep inside, because I thought we had something special. And know I know that I was wrong, very wrong.
You trashed me, im so broken inside and i dont know if I can get better. I thougt you would heal me but you just broke me more.

The only thing to do now is just try to forget you, even if its hard and I even if I dont want to forget you. I hope that you never have the chance to destroy some other girls heart, and if you do you are going to become the worst coward I've ever met.


Have a good life and hope you learned a lesson.

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